2010-12-07T14:18:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY DID IT !

i have been wanting to start these blog for the longest. i been postponing (idk if thats how yu spell it lol) these for so long. im gonna try to write in it AS MUCH AS I CAN !

the past few days have been type rough for me. as many of you know i had been looking for an apartment to move out . i found a couple but theres never anything perfect. mostof the ones i liked they were asking for a credit check & thats where i went wrong. but then again god knows why he does stuff.

CHRISTMAS ???
something im not really looking foward to =( dont get me wrong i wanna see jeiden open his gifts last year we wrapped him up as gift it was pretty cute. yesterday we put up the xmas tree and he was so excited but these year its not gonna be like the past few ones. im not expecting anything from anyone but dont worry i will be giving out gifts.i already bought some on black friday. i jus wished we can skip right over to january for tax returns =D.

ON A DIFFRENT NOTE......

what goes on in people head?
why do people treat the good ones bad and the bad ones good?

talking from a personal expierience. i think you cant be nice to anyone. im not an angel but i have always been known to be the nice one of the group. so why does everyone treat me or do me wrong ? but like always i leave it to gods hands .

work is actually good right now. i jus wish i cold find a second job. but then that takes time away from me and jeiden. i should enjoy my time with him now cuz soon when i start school the time will not be so much. idk what should i do ?

you & me